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Monday, April 20, 2009
moved
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why? its a new life
signed off at 11:01 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
the hurt is too fucking strong
yes im stil in love. i cant bear to let go. i freak out when u cry. i soften. i deceive myself
but fuck. why mus i let myself suscept to such fear agn. r u gg to do the same damn thg when sth happen agn? do u get tt i dont need perfection, jus a promise tt we'll work thgs out?
happiness is like a crystal ball. it crashed onto earth and shattered. i picked up a piece n lost it the moment u said tt crap.
prove that u can give me back what i lost
signed off at 12:27 PM
Friday, January 09, 2009
it had been so long. yeah. we are out of tjc now. :(
oh well. i am currently working at moe. haha. oh well. i'm glad thr are nice friends there. i'll miss u gals when we all go seperate ways. i always wish you girls all the best! ha. who knows, i may end up SHULI'S JNR! whc is also yanning's jnr. xD but i wonder what did i do wrong recently. haha. i ended up doing things at exam speed today. and when jc students say exam speed, *shudders* you know what it means.
2009 seems a year full of uncertainties and a road unclear. where will i be in a few months time? will there be smiles or tears on my face? who will be the ones who spend everyday with me, through my ups and downs? where will all my beloved friends end up one day? i am trying to work hard, in order to get my plan to work. oh well. but perhaps its just a moment's heat. i wonder. hope it can work out.
i miss 2007. with hc, 25, cheerleaders etc. without a levels. oh well. haha. syeyuet's response was 'what bout PW!!!!' arent you over rui yet? xD and at least he had found a match.
there are tons of ppl tt im dying to meet. lots of things that i long to do. 2009 here we come!
anyw. a certain animal hasnt been updating his cage. do it la! haha. but we had a nice day :)
i'm glad 2507 has been stayin in touch, with sentosa, mahjong and what not. :)
signed off at 7:14 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
no. nth. dont think about it. dont be scared. dont panic. meiyi calm down. no dont even think of doing that. no way.
if you love him, learn to love yourself
signed off at 7:06 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
i realize. as we're about to graduate. many people have many different feelings towards tjc, towards A levels, towards prom, towards me and other tjcians.
i realize. not only do i lead a double life at home and out of home, i lead a double life in school. differnt in front my my comm, my class, friends, strangers, acquaintances, teachers, alone. chamaleon defense i guess. getting rara during special events, being the irritating people that some of my friends critisize, and another day, im the one keeping quiet and have to agree with my friends that they are irritating. switching between enthusiastic and apathetic.
being liked is difficult. in fact, existing comfortably with others is already difficult. i try to be careful of what i do. but sometimes, when i grow comfortable with certain people, i let down my guard. did things that make me appear proud, appear antisocial, appear desperate, appear wierd, appear to have a bad attitude. one incident, one word said, one smile, one look given, can turn your reputation, and how others view you topsy turvy.
sometimes, i dont even know the person. yet i've this feeling that they have this this this opinion about me, judging from the way they react. why? what have i done? but its really uncomfortable to have them around.
i rly wonder, what are people's views of me. but then again, maybe its best not to know.
3 words that i never said. a term i never used to address him. i once thought, perhaps it aint true, and thus i cant bring myself to say it. but now i know, thats not the case. oh well.
signed off at 11:16 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
I listened to a sad song over the radio station It does not teach me to wait does not teach me to be patient Why then is our reunion coming so late? I never really knew what is isolation til it came knocking on my door I've only learnt what is determination telling myself to always seek to achieve more Darling had you been waiting for long? It aint something i want to put you through But come what may we must be strong Keep holding on I'm loving deeply too The latest hits are all that I hear but your voice would be music to my ears
:)
signed off at 1:31 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
As I passed the gate I saw a light dancing loudly by the roadside It reminds me of the fire that blaze on bright like our glory, our pride
I took it home to nurse it strong teach it to fight like a warrior fight It sang me a nostalgic song making me tear through the night
Graduation Song it is aptly named A song that touched the hearts of many Will the outside world have us tamed Or will we play til the day we marry?
As we go on we remember All the times we had together
signed off at 1:50 PM
Cause it's not important anymore.
A maze came alone
Into this world
Looking in and out of herself
Learning through observing
Waiting to see the wonder of life
She stands aside
Inhaling every breathe of the earth
Wishing that it’ll not be her last
So afraid to fall
So afraid to lose her way
Each step she takes with extreme care
Looking back
Unsure
Not infallible
But yet not stationary
She faces the world with pride
She faces herself without
She meets with adversities
She crashes head on with uncertainties
She wills herself to fight
Even with a little might
She looks forward
Counting her strengths and weaknesses
Yet she stands strong
Against the wind
Only because she has her friends
Surrounding her
With the victorious power
The art of love she knows not
The graffiti of hate she has not
The splatter of fear she prays
She will only have what is good
So complex is the mind
A maze of blocks and lines
Yet a solution not to be found
A lifetime of searching so profound
